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A WOMAN OF SUBSTANCE~~~

Haughty like an ancient royal, she carried herself in the manner of her worth. It was not intentional, or self-inclined, she simply believed in herself that much that it carried in her expression, her walk, her over-all demeanor....

Many were intrigued with her mannerisms. They sought to be near her just to study her more; they had to know what she possessed that made her seem so mysterious and so strong. Others detested her self assured ways, regarding her as an over-blown egotist....

She was a very nice person, though, she did not waste time on those who were less than kind to her, or to others, as she felt that it was just that, a waste of time. There were always enough people who did appreciate her who filled her life, just enough...

She was not beautiful, though she had a look, and, a presence about her. She was strikingly good looking, just not beautiful. She had a good shape but not perfect, though what shape she did have, she knew how to use and compliment with the clothes she chose. She was just good at being herself, and, was ever confident enough in herself to continue to do so...

Aging wore well on her fine features, and, as she matured, she became even more regal, even more assured, and, was very wise to life as a whole. She was kind, spirited, giving, compassionate, passionate, and, full of vigor and adventure. She was also inquisitive, humorous, and, witty. It would seem that she was quite the package, and, she was...

She had never found real love though. She had been through some tough times in life, and, her expectations of love were high. She had many admirers and lovers, just no one to whom she could commit on any real level. There were men who had been in her life for many years, who loved her, and, in her own way, she loved them, still, she could not settle, she just couldn't do it...

She will never be lonely, there are too many people in her life, too many interested men, but, she might never meet that man of her desires, which means that she will not have fulfilled that part of her life. Shame....

Perhaps one day that man will come along. That is her hope. She does not dwell on it, nor does she seek it, for she believes that all happens in its own time. She does imagine once in a while what it would be like to have a soul shaking love life, but, does not live in the fantasy of such, instead leaving the possibility to time and fate...

If he should never appear, it will not bother her too much as her life is filled with many who do love and care for her. It will bother her that as she faces eternity that her rightful partner might not be there, or will he? Is is possible to meet your mate on the other side? She wonders much about such things, and knowing that there are no definitive answers, again, leaves it to time and fate...

She does not feel cheated, denied, or lost. She understands that life has its order and that each person must play a role in that order. She is, as I have stated, very grown and very wise. It is just one of those things which some have to deal with, and, she knows that far too many people have settled just to have a mate. In settling they are often unfulfilled, unhappy, and, wandering through life in a fantasy like state. She understands that she could also settle, therefore ending the dilemma of having a mate for life and beyond, but, that would be denying that rightful mate his place at her side and vice versa...

Yes, she goes on, enjoying and learning, ever keeping her heart free for that one special man who might eventually capture it and complete her already wonderful life....

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